February 2012
Anonymous asked: hi you're beautiful<3
Music and fandom
Song about love: Thinking of my otp
Song about loss: Thinking of my otp
Song that does not fit my otp at all: Imagines AU to fit song and otp
Anon , I read your message and saw that you messaged me now without being anon. I will reply to that privately once I’m on my laptop again. Which will be tomorrow, most likely.
Anonymous asked: thank you for typing all of this on your phone, you really didn't have to but you're really great for doing it anyway. I got an appointment two weeks from now and I guess I'm going to tell her how I feel. The only problem with the therapy is that there's no therapy. I come in like once in two months, we talk live 5 minutes and then she prescibes me the meds and that's it.I...
Anonymous asked: about the thing that I want to kill myself is that I've been seeing a psychologist now for more then 3 months and I'm on meds and I only get the feeling that it get's worse every day. I talked to my best friend at the day the thoughts started and I know she really tried but I still have the feeling that nobody cares if I'm here or gone... but thank you for you're advice,...
livinbythecurrents asked: hey! i just posted a risky picure of myself. showing my cuts! do you mind reblogging it? that would mean so much! thanks for your time! <3 stay strong girl
Anonymous asked: I've been thinking about killing myself for the last 3 days now..
Anonymous asked: Tell me reasons Not to purge, I'm on the edge and I don't know what else to do. I'm fat and ugly. My stomach needs to be empty.
“You’re either choosing life, you’re choosing death, or you’re choosing a life...”
– Arielle Lee Bair on eating disorder recovery
Bitch, tag photos of me as 'pro ana' again, and I...
eveningfades:
and let me add, tag any photo as ‘pro ana’ and I will cut you
friend:
me:
friend:
me:
friend:
there was no conversation because i have no friends
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I want to throw up so badly right now. I want to slice my body open.
School: 2+2=4
Homework: 2+4+2=8
Exam: Iqbal has 4 apples, his train is 7 minutes early, calculate the mass of the sun.
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I am completely unable to make decisions.
Therapist: You said that you are very self-aware and self-critical. Is that still true for you?
Me: Yes.
Therapist: How so?
Me: Everything I do is wrong. Nothing is good enough. It's always been that way.
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I feel exhausted and tired. I don’t want to think about Thursday but I can’t help it. My mind is thinking through every possible question I could get asked, while trying to keep in mind that there is still the other open option of the day hospital, though it seem unlikely that I will get in there.
Mum keeps talking about the other clinic, which would mean IP treatment. But I...
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My chest hurts. It’s terribly uncomfortable and it makes me feel very dizzy. I’m afraid to stand up and walk through the flat. I want to, but there is something inside of me holding me back. Something like an invisible hand pressing down on my shoulders, whispering into my ears “No. Don’t stand up. Just stay here.”
1938) I just get worse with each day. And everyone...
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“Molly Mahoney: Are you dying?
Mr. Edward Magorium: Light bulbs die, my sweet. I...”
– Mr. Magorium’s Wonder Emporium
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vasvi replied to your post: vasvi replied to your post: Apparently that…
I totally will D: < that is no attitude for a therapist. Totally unprofessional.
It is. A therapist should be able to understand and not to say hurtful things like that. :c
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Anonymous asked: hello love :) im sorry you're having a hard time. i am too, i was recently told that i might have an anxiety disorder. i dont even know what that means! but if its any reassurance just remember, in the end everything will turn out just fine. you are a splendid person, and you have saved lives. you ought to become an angel.
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brightsidecherry replied to your post: Apparently that therapist mum called earlier (when…
Yeah they suck major balls. They don’t know you. Don’t let it get to you
Nope. I won’t. I won’t call them either so she has no relevance to my life anymore.
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vasvi replied to your post: Apparently that therapist mum called earlier (when…
well that therapist is not right for you and the therapist should get a slap in the face. You happen to know where he/she lives?
Yesss - please go and slap her :O
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Apparently that therapist mum called earlier (when I had an anxiety attack) told my mother that I’m acting like a small child and that I belong in to the closed section of the psychiatry.
世の中を 憂しとやさしと おもへども 飛び立ちかねつ 鳥にしあらねば
I feel the life is / sorrowful and unbearable / though / I can’t flee away / since I am not a bird
coeur-fragile:
I’m trying to act like I’m okay when I’m not. Am I living a lie? I can’t even tell what’s real anymore.