You need to tell these things your therapist. If you think that it’s only getting worse, speak up and tell him/her that whatever you are doing in your session isn’t helpful. Sometimes it might be a good idea to change the therapist if it seems like it’s not the right one. The same goes for your medication.
Please keep in mind that meds take at least two to four weeks before they actually start working, during that time it can be a side effect that you feel worse/suicidal/get the urge to cut.. But if you have taken them for as long as you’ve been seeing your psychologist and they haven’t improved your mood at all, then go to your doctor, say that and try something else. Not every medication works for everyone.
Also it may seem that no one cares, but that’s not true and deep down I believe you know that, too. People care, okay? For a lot of them it’s just very difficult to express their own feelings and concerns for other people.. They are scared. Because showing that you care about someone means giving the other person the possibility to hurt you, you know? All in all people are difficult, but they care. As does your best friend and I obviously care, too, otherwise I wouldn’t type all of this on my phone. xx