Hello. ♥

ithurtssomuch:

I like my eye make-up. Even though it’s not special.

Reblogging because I accidentally deleted it .__. and posted it again and then someone reblogged it and idk I want to tag it lol

The funny thing is that my hair isn’t even blue. It’s purple, but my webcam is shit - so it looks like this. I’ll try to take a better one over the weekend.

Anyway..hi.

(lol my hair) Hello, I’m bored. What else is new?

The, oh, so ~glamorous joy~ of feeling nearly every day piercing chest and heart aches. There are days, when it hurts so much that I can barely breathe or move without pain. When all I can do is lie in bed and stare at the ceiling, while listening to the screaming voices inside of my head. And even while I’m doing nothing besides that, my heart keeps beating uncontrollably fast - like it’s going to explode.

And now I need to get this long-term ECG, so that my doctors and my mum can be sure that my heart is not too badly fucked-up fine. 

and I want to cut this body into pieces

Made a .gif out of the photo I posted earlier because I was/am bored.

Hello.

So sick of my small room. Sick of being trapped in it. I wish we’d just finally find a house and fucking move.

Ew.